April 16 - One year later

Only 4 more days until the anniversary of the Virginia Tech shooting and I have already started to feel the pain. I wasn't there, but my son was. He was safe, thank goodness. I just remember how it felt when we were hungry for information about what was going on, and how desperate I wanted to hear from him to know he was okay. Maybe it was because I knew he had a class in that building on Tuesdays and Thursdays. I couldn't help but think, what if? You know?

I had to drive through campus last night, and I just sobbed. The spring game is April 19, so I hope that brings spirits back up. I have not been back to the memorial since the dedication ceremony. I may go there this week.

If you see a Hokie in the next several days, ask them if they need a hug. I know I could use one.